Insert Depression and All Hope Is Lost Moment Here

This seems to be a really bad time in my life right now. But I’m not too bothered. I’m not in school and I look like a complete failure right now. But I’m not going down to feeling all depressed and heartbroken. I’m saddened and worried, yeah, but I can’t let it get to me for long. My life starts here. That’s, that. God put me there, and I led myself here. All I need to do is work until I find out where God wants me now. I still know that he wants me to do work and impact people through media in LA. But how is He gonna get me there.